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HIIIIYA!
ahaha, wow i hardly go on this.
but hay, jus letttin alll you guys know...I STILLL UPDATE THIS SHIIIIIZ.
oh, thas when i have time.
i prollly will be updating this alot now cause its summmr bby!, well hope so.
if ya dnt get the chance to get @ me here, get @ my myspace.


kkk cya biatcheeez!

its beeen long :D

btw,

Estee Lauder! Queen of Cosmetics <3

7 months ;(

welll, yest. i drew a drawing. which toook me verrrry verrry long time b/c, ha!, i cant draw. i made that for darrren b/c we make 7 months tdaaaaay, plus i made a wrote a letttter, telling him how i feeeel.....& allll he said was "its cute?"
>:( GOSHHHHHH! it may not be much, but at least i tried ry?
at least fake you feeelings, & show that you care >:(
im so annnnnngry n frustrated, i feeel like......ARGGGGH!
i wasnt even suppposed to see him today, cause i was gonnna get my phone.
but then i told my mom to wait, just so i can have time w. my boyfriend.
when we got to the car, i just tooook the drawing n ripppped it up b/c he doesnt fucken care
haaaaaaaaaaw, i work so hard too, tryna make it perfect.
he nevr appppreciates the things i give him :(
i made him so much bracelets, he can care lesss bout them
i gave a a purple rock, shaped like a heart....he just has it in his drawer.
i made him a poster, he just has it on the side.
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiidddddddd fucken know!
n alllll he does it turn off his phone, gosh, he knows how much that psssses me offff!

Sunday, Sad Day

procastinating on my essssay. ughhhhh >:(
its like allllready 1030, n i just came home fr my uncles viewing at mililani cementary.
haw, i felt like tearing watching the slide show. i remember when i always use to see him at family gatherings. well, hardly knew him but its stillll unbelievable.
then my phone started ringing, hahhaah ooops!
n im hungry again and cant go sleeeep!
well anyways, im feeelin that xmas spirit :DDDDD xcited for black friday.
gooodness im tryna save up my money, n my mom owes me $40,
CAAAAACHING BLING BLING!
ahhahah, you know how i rolllllll just kiddding.
ugh, im seriously craving foooooooood! fuck, especiallly menchies.
i wish i had a menchhies frozen yogurt machine, MIDNIGHT SNACK. ahah, wellllll im off
gottta re read my esssay for history n then callll mi bebaaaaay de la drzzzzay!


cyaaaaa, shi shi ny ny errrr body!

ARGGGGH!
once again im bored n home alone >:(
today....didnt start well. it was pouring SOOOOO hard!
i wanted to have a good day hanging w. my bf but nooo, cause twilight started tooo late
n darren had to go work. ugh >:( then i get super pissed cause he mistakend the day we went out for his x's! huh, i was so damn hurt! n that started a whooooooole nother aguement.


& he wouldnt give back my phone, my purse, my keys, n my monnnney!
i hate hate hate hate hate him so much! goshhhh, now i cant do nothing.

im super pissssed...n to top that, IM BOREDDDDD!
so if you know my house....ENTERTAIN ME :D

UPDATED PICS!

wow, i haven't gonnnnne on this for so long!
schoool today was, uhhhh...the same boring & tiring. & btw, winterfan is in dec. 17...YES!
im just at home, darren started colllege :(
now what do i do? i have nothing to do now.
wellll, anyways....last week friday i FINALLLLY got to hang out w. keffen
evrsince he got back! yaaaay, pearl ridge & FOREVV ERRRRR 21 opened
ehe, ry timing. ive been going shoooopping alot lately, I LOOOOOOOOVE IT
& will nevr get tired of it.



^ i love Love LOVE LOOOOVE :D

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
-Mother Teresa

SCHHHHOOL!

first day of school today,
i hate the weather! was tooooo hot >:(
felt like last year.....
when the first thing i would do is meet up w. darrren!
ahahaha, haw.

Starbucks

i had ^ this morning, reallllllly woke me up!
ahhaha. a java chip w/ a whole lot of cinnamon powder.
i was experimenting ;D

today was just busy busy busy!
todai this morning, uncles bday. after NEX, then drop katrina off
to her first day of work :DD she was so excited (DISCOUNT!!!). ahaha jk,
back home to get sammie, my sisters doggggggy.
then makakilo, my cousin in laws bday.
& then here comes the best part...i saw my baby, da-rizzzzy!
aahahha, finallllly. i havent seen him evrsince thursday, i think?
well i missed him so sososososooso much. haw, i miss him now :(
we went to the park, it was late & was only me & him.


"Darren, i love you <3
you made my day"

B4 back to school list:

[x/] ALOT of new clothes
[x/] more sandal/shoes/flats
[x] new bags
[x] shades
[] see keffffen when he comes to HI!
[x] hotel party w/ EVRYONE
[x/] get my $$$ that my mom owes me
[x/] new accessories
[x] get a new liquid eye liner (im too lazy to buy another one)
[<3333333333333333] see my bf at least 3x a week, we've both been so busy :(

^ thats it for now.
& UGHHHHHHHHHHH! i hate how my school is free dress
i have to always dress to impress. welll, thas how you GOTTA roll ;)

:(
its raining, im sick, & im dramaticalllly cramping.

HUH! tmorrrow, i hope it doesnt rain
i hope i get betttter
& ahaha, that is ending

i wannnna get outtta the house!